January 2012
20 posts
It’s crazy how much people can change in such a small amount of time. Myself included.
Anonymous asked: What happened to your hand?
tumbl-whore asked: Hey, how's your hand? I just wanted to make sure you didn't break it.
ablaw asked: Let's hang out soon. I would text you and tell you but I'm too lazy to pick up my phone. I miss you though. Let's get together soon!
December 2011
55 posts
P.S. That last post made me sound like I have no friends. For clarification, and so no one gets offended, I do indeed have a few very close friends who I love dearly and they are the best.
THE END
I’ve become such an introvert. I hardly ever go out or hangout with people anymore, mostly because I’m not really invited anywhere, but I don’t even mind. A few months ago, I probably would have gotten upset about it and wondered why people don’t want to spend time with me, but at this point in my life, I’m content with it.
On the plus side, since I’ve been...
I feel different for some reason. In a good way, though… happier, perhaps. I like it.
I’m filled with so much teen angst, and jealousy, and regret, and nostalgia, and anything that is negative right now. I just need a day off from school where I don’t talk to anyone, so I can relax and be positive and get out of this hole before I dig myself in deeper.
Stuck in the past.
I used to have so much more fun. I did spontaneous, crazy things and took risks and laughed so much, but for some reason at some point within the past year, I fell into the routine of doing mostly ordinary things. I’ve realized that ever since then, I’ve struggled to find myself. From here on out, there’s no regrets, and no holding back.
You are so suffocating and you legitimately ruin everything for me. Please just go far away and never come back.
“For, after all, how do we know that two and two make four? Or that the force of...”
– 1984, George Orwell
constantxvigilance:
Always so great to be the back burner friend
